I Write…

For my sanity

I write when I am happy

I write when I am sad. 

I write when I feel like crying and I know that there would be no one who would really listen and understand the echoes in my head. 

I write to calm down my <!–more–>mind’s vivid imagination; if I wouldn’t write, I wouldn’t have been able to sleep at night. 

And mostly, I write for my sanity. 

My writings are my therapy. They are the reason I can stay calm when everything around me is crashing and nothing is going too well. It helps me understand myself better and all the jumbled thoughts that are running around in my head – it helps create an order.

I question every thought in my brain, and I need to write to find answers. 

The shoulder to lean on that everyone talks about ? -That’s my writings for me. 

At the end of day, when nothing is going well and words cannot come out of my mouth, I know that I can always go back and just write. In order to share, explian all of the things that I believe in; with the people who would actually love to listen. And when days come by where words escape me from my mind and heart, I read and listen to others hearts. 

Writing and reading are just beautiful. They show you, that impacts can be made with silence too. 

When I write, I use my mind and my heart, they work together in such unison to create a perfect balance. It’s a complete definition of pouring one’s heart out. 

I just love writing. 

It’s beautiful how when one reads something, they interpret it in the situation they are in at that moment; in their own perspective. When you read someones writing, you are forced to listen, concentrate and understand. And it touches you, deep in your heart, because you feel exactly the emotions that one was going through. 

I know that when I read what I write now, ten years later; I will read everything from a very different perspective. It will be a different feeling, listening to the emotions that ‘were’- creating a sense of nostalgia, for the person I was.  Because writing is timeless. 

You could say I write for selfish reasons. I do it for myself completely.